My Memal passed away yesterday while I was at work. It’s awful having to be nice and friendly to people because you need money, but you really just want to go home and cry with your loved ones. I came back to my boyfriends today to find flowers and a gift bag from my friend. If I didn’t have the friends I do I don’t know how I’d get through anything.
I'm going to NYC.
First time ever. I can’t wait.
is my shit.
So stressed out. My family is falling apart.
I still love the Spice Girls.
Audition wedneday for Vampire Diaries. Never seen the show, but hey I’ll take it.
What am I even going to do with my life?
I’ve been script supervising a bit lately. Let’s see if I’m any good at that, or anything. I really have no want to have my picture taken anymore. And I’m sort of considering chopping off all my hair. Which I know I’d regret.
I've been at my serving job
for 2 years, and I still feel like such an outsider there. I feel like the other servers, all women, resent me and I dont know why. I’m such a loner while I’m there, it sucks. It’d be great to have A friend to talk to while I’m there instead of getting on twitter or IG. If I was constantly busy, making money, and having people actually acknowledge me, it’d be...